Plunging blade into white water, my older cousin leaves girlhood in the smooth wake of creamless strokes. Later, I creak the vanity open, knock over bottles and jars and hunt on Barbie-like tiptoes for the can of Barbasol. I fill the bath with water so hot it turns bathroom to cloud, perch along the lip of the tub— my father’s razor heavy with the weight of adolescent want. I will not ask anyone how—just lather, drag the blade, and slice shin into a strip…
