It is Easter morning, one year after Brianna’s life-saving neurosurgery. We are standing in a pew at the congregational church in our hometown, to which we had walked that morning. Long banners hang from the vaulted ceiling of the sanctuary proclaiming Alleluia, and pots of tall lilies surround the communion table. The choir and congregation are mid-song, a big, glorious Easter hymn. Wild sopranos careen behind me: “Where, O death, is now thy sting? Alleluia!” All this shouting about triumph over death is making me nervous. I read the hymn, but I don’t sing the words. We woke this morning…
