After When I finally left the stage to little more than polite applause, I had no strength  of will to wipe the makeup off, nor any desire to shed the costume  as dear to me as skin. In years past, I’d have moved beyond today in minutes and stepped outside to take a long walk home—all thoughts on tomorrow, sure to be even better. Plans—I had them. A million ideas to sift through my hands like flour for bread dough. Where are they now? I sit and I wait for the crosstown bus. Another gargoyle decorating the bench just outside…

Granite with Pinon Freckles It’s possible the guy at the bar was just an admonishment. The rain and the heat were strips of plastic hanging in the doorway. A box of pizza left on a corner of the bar, and an electric pot of water with lukewarm hot dogs. You could smile. You could fit a balled hand in the cracked slats under the bar. No disorder, skipping along the CD jukebox. Packets of caffeine pills And Alka-Seltzer next to the money. Everyone switching seats as the night went on. But no one remembers names from those times. Was it…

I heard when you got to New York you went about picking up every blonde woman in a white dress and a beret looking for me. I only knew of your dark leathery hand sliding into the ninth floor of my hotel window to cradle me like that night we met atop the world and you permitted me breathe in the palm of your hand like a goddess as you chewed large shoots of bamboo. In the heart of the jungle, I somersaulted to appease you. You could have eaten my skull, a large juicy olive. But people do not…

What She Doesn’t Want She doesn’t want to complain. That in itself makes things quite difficult. She only gets to walk the path of beauty once, and she doesn’t want to do it in rags. She doesn’t want a dog and she doesn’t want a gun, not even for protection. She doesn’t want to have to beg for light, and she doesn’t want to stumble in the dark. She doesn’t want to deal with people. She doesn’t want to be a willow to their wind and rain. She doesn’t want to talk about it. She doesn’t want to frighten the…

Gossip The man who lives in the shack in the woods is the planter of weeds. He wears a fisherman’s hat and carries a burlap satchel. When he steals chickens, he puts them in this satchel. When he steals eggs, he puts them in the hat. His heart is flies on a rotten apple. His ethics are the eyes of a dead sheep. He keeps a sharpened spoon in his back pocket. Sticks it in a man’s soul and takes its wallet. His ears are filled with thistle.  Boils a brick for his dinner. His mother was a grackle. His father had pointed teeth.…